Κυριακή, 18 Ιουλίου 2010

Not Myself Tonight

For all the things you've done to me, for all the pain you've caused to me, for all the fake smiles I was forced to make, I put an end to this. I have to. I'm not waiting for apologies or something to show that you cared a little. You don't know me and you don't even care. And you said that. And I don't care anymore. So.. I'm fine. Frankly. I just hope you to receive the pain I received from you, the ignorance, EVERYTHING. I hope you get miserable. Pathetic. I hope you get lost. I won't get lost. Not anymore. Not yet. Not NOW. Yeah, I can't think right. I know. YOU are the one who wakes up my evil self. You won't see me again like before. Like I used to be. And it's the last time I wrote a single post about you. I got sick, you know.. TIRED. It's the last phrase, the last word, the last letter.. And you do not deserve a thing. So.. I guess you can get the hell out of my mind. Now. IMMEDIATELY. And who am I? That's one secret I'll never tell. You know you love me. xo xo.
It's not the right words. It's not Poisonous. Not me. NOT MYSELF TONIGHT.

6 σχόλια:

  1. Χμ... αν δεν έγραφες με τέτοιο μίσος για κείνον ίσως και να σε πίστευα.
    But you know... getting mad with something, implies caring about it.
    Still. ;)

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  2. Onee-sama... Αν αυτό πραγματικά θέλεις. ;)
    Φιλιά.

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  3. Απλά ήθελα να ξεσπάσω κάπου.
    Δεν τον μισώ.
    ββ!

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  4. Όχι, dream girl δεν είναι αυτό που θέλω. :Ρ
    Μια χαζοανάρτηση είναι βγάζοντας το όχι-και-τόσο-καλό μου εαυτό. Δεν είμαι έτσι, απλά ήθελα να δώ και αυτή την πλευρά. :)
    Ελπίζω να μην με παρεξηγήσετε...
    Τα λέμε!

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  5. Related to one and a half year before...? Or am I mistaken? :P

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