Τετάρτη, 8 Δεκεμβρίου 2010

One last (?!) goodbye.


And I kissed you on the cheek, slowly, because I wanted this moment to never end. And I spontaneously touched you and kind of held your beautiful face just for a second. You can't imagine how peaceful it was. So fragile at the same time. And I said, "Have a nice day" to you, while I meant "Goodbye", even if I knew I would meet you again at school tomorrow. And you just smiled, and turned your back to go home. And I watched you for a while, as if I was waiting for you to come back. Come back to me. Of course you didn't. I can still remember your laugh though, while we were teasing a friend of us, and I was feeling good. As if the past isn't real. As if everything was and is okay. And I swear, I tried so hard to push you away from my thoughts, but I guess I was just pretending. And I love you, I swear I do. But I'm not waiting anymore, I'm tired of these things, I know there will be no chance for anything. I just feel that you would be the appropriate one in this period of time.
And now what? I'm writing again about you, which you have no clue. And you never will. I can stare you from a distance, cannot I?


...

Let the past sleep.
Let the future be.
Let the moments free.
And nothing else matters..



How I needed you, how I grieve now you're gone
In my dreams I see you, I awake so alone
 I know you didn't want to leave
Your heart yearned to stay
But the strength I always loved in you finally gave way.

Somehow I knew you would leave me this way.
Somehow I knew you could never, never stay.
And in the early morning light
After a silent peaceful night
You took my heart away and my being.

In my dreams, I can see you. I can tell you how I feel.
In my dreams, I can hold you.
And it feels so real. I still feel the pain.
I still feel your love. I still feel the pain.
I still feel your love.

And somehow I knew you could never, never stay.
And somehow I knew you would leave me.
And in the early morning light
After a silent peaceful night
You took my heart away.
Oh I wish.. I wish you could have stayed.

8 σχόλια:

  1. δεν εχω να πω τιποτα, απλα σε νιωθω..

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  2. Καλησπέρα Poisonous!
    Δεν μπορώ να σου περιγράψω πόσο χαίρομαι όταν βλέπω ξένα κείμενα!
    Όταν αγαπάς, τυφλώνεσαι για λίγο, πολύ λίγο. Ίσως μέρες, ίσως μήνες, ίσως χρόνιας. Όμως πάντα βρίσκεις το φως σου και μαθαίνεις να αγαπάς τον εαυτό σου περισσότερο, όσο αδιανόητο κι αν φαίνεται.
    Φιλιά πολλά!

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  3. Ginny, και εμένα μου αρέσουν πολύ τα ξένα κείμενα! :D
    Φυσικά αγαπάς περισσότερο τον εαυτό σου, νομίζω ότι αυτό είναι δεδόμενο..
    Φιλιά!

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