Τρίτη, 29 Μαΐου 2012

29 I will forget, 29 I will start all over again

So.. in the end:
-Cap ou pas cap?
-Pas cap.

It's okay. Now, you know. You just have to face it. And stop crying every fucking day with every fucking thought that comes into your mind and reminds you of the last two years. Face it. You are not together, and you will never be again. I've had enough of damn hopes. Shit happens, people change. Just live with him as much as you can, share moments and feelings as always, and love each other. You'll survive. Shh, it's okay, it's okay. You will survive. He is in love with you, he love you, he spends much time on you every day. He will always care about you. That's all that matters.  I mean.. Nothing really changed. 
Shh, it's okay, don't cry. It's okay. Everything will be alright.
Shh, he's here. Right next to you. Don't cry.

This time.. Last year. Before two years. Everything was so different..
Happy anniversary. 


I love you. I'll wait for you. Come back. Come back to me.



2 σχόλια:

  1. Dear Poisonous,
    1)Love the fact that I read pieces of yours in english, which, again, I love!
    2)Been there, done that! A piece of advice: two words: Move On!
    You might think that simply being with him or seeing him fulfils you and makes everything alright. You won't be able to bare it for too long. Once the feeling is gone, it won't be enough.
    Have a nice and meaningful day!

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  2. Ginny,
    1) Thanks, it's just that sometimes I can only express myself in English. (:
    2) For the time being, I'm indeed moving on.. slowly. xD

    Thanks for the advice, see ya. (:

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